Resolution for 2009!

1. hit CAR by march 09
2. top MM by march 09
3. top BM by march 09
4. BGM by june 09
5. LICENSE by dec 09
6. annual income of $60,000
7. catch up with my buddies
8. TRAVEL with family and friends
9. be prettier
10. have a boyfriend
11. makeover my room
12. shopping

haha. kinda late to post my resolutions. but i just got an inspiration to do so. MOST i'll do it. others we shall see. haha. anyways, very sorry friends for this very very late post. cos i have been lazy and very lazy. haha. and busy also la. give me some more time and i promise i'll meet up with you guys. i'm doing fine. haha. lotsa things to update thou. shall update when meet up.

hmmmss. i have many things to share. many feelings.

thanks peeps who have sent me birthday wishes. :) appreciate it wors. haha. this year. not much celebrations going on neither are there presents. but i'm glad that at least ppl rmbers. haas. and my guys. they bought me a cake from secret recipe. thanks a lot. :)

i went to view blogs. facebook. so much feelings. mixed de ba. haha. it's being a year le. ups and downs. tears and joys. many many. a blink of eye. so many things have happen. but i learnt a lot thru this year. this birthday may not be celebrated with frens and family around. but at least i feel it signifies a new growth in me. i've grown to become a better person.

much more calmer now. i almost cried just now. haha. seeing thru the photos of others i feel they are blissful. well i am too. it's just in a different dimension. i always believe god is fair. he gives everyone something that others do not have as well. i'm blessed with caring people around me that makes me special.

to all my friends. yanru has done things that arent satisfactory to all of you. forgive me. cos i choose to run away when i feel things are getting out of control. i did not forget the times we shared neither the tears and joys we went thru tgther. i'll definitely step out and face you guys de. give me a bit of time.

anyways. to october babies. enjoy your special day! :)


suddenly my tag board got replies eh. haas. good feeling. thanks guys! :D

today is a beautiful saturday. i feel that every morning sld be started with a smile and telling yourself that it's a good day! hees. well. today i woke up feeling happy. but my mum. her temper. tsk tsk. but its ok. we sld keep our cool towards our parents and just breathe in breathe out. hehe.

recently. tired tired. but i think i eat too much supper le that's why. lols. i hv gain weight. ok la. this thing is like ongoing gaining de. i'll do smth bout it when i got the feel. hees. swimming anyone? i wanted to go in the morn. but my swim suit super cui. simce sec skl i think. lol.

well guys. let's meet up someday for a late night movie how bout that? hees. give the days you guys free ba. if not evening also ok. hahas. but i'm not sure wad movie are there recently. cos none really catch me. i think i wanna watch eagle eye sia. haha. suggestions? :D

talking bout entertainment stuff, i'm super hyper de. hoho. and i want KBOX! there's so many songs i want to sing sia. lalala. comecome. volunteer yourself ba. hehes. eh. manjong also not bad hor? haas. and new year coming wor. so exciting. keke.

anyways. everyone jiayou in saving up. we go have fun soon. :)


the feeling of me now is tired. lols. 2 am in the morning now.yest i think i only slept for 5 hours. was ton-ing for one whole night. sleepy plus blur. today is a mixed feeling day ba. first time in one row, so many ppl debrief bout one single thing. hais. got quite affected. but overall still ok la. lols. but i just feel its so unnecessary and quite irritating.

basically, since i cant tell the person directly probably i just say here lo. i really feel very unjust and plus i feel you hv no rights to say me at all. the only reason the you can is because you hv been long enough. sorry to be rude. but i hv been putting up to you for a very long time. pls stop doing stupid things cos it only affects you. and i'll minimise the interaction btw you and me. cos i find it so frustrated to try yo communicate with you. pls. stop. bothering. me. thanks.

whoo. sometimes we just hv to release our anger somewhere ba. haas. really. very angry. but now cooled down le. i think i'm pretty forgiving. haas. lol.s i;m a stupid and naive girl. lols. no la. actually not too bad. anyways. guys sorry for not updating everyday. cos i'm too lazy la. but i'll try my best!

good nights:)




haas. thanks yahui for your tagging. i think i sld do a simple clarification. lols. in fact the post are written long time ago. and at that point of time i was feeling quite stressed la. so basically there arent anyone that i can speak to. so i just spam in blog. lols. so dun worries. i'm not having unnecessary stress right now. lols. but still i want to persist on. hope you guys dun mind. anyways. just treat me like a ding dong strving hard for success? haas. but one day this ding dong will be someone not bad de wor. so quick. prepare papers and pens. i dun mind signing for you now. in case next time more ex. lols. bleh

anyways. today is the 131089. my birthday is coming! looking forward sia. basically every year i'll think a lot. see if got secret admirers give me presents. or surprises everywhere. but till now. none! lols. it's a big hint hint! haas. no laa. kidding. but i dun mind hanging out with my frens sia. hees. you guys can wait for next month? we go play. haas. den probably i wanna save up and go orlando visit ting. i nver been further than msia before. sads. so that's the reason that i want to go too. a fun time! a memorable one i believe.

today is a tiring day. but nonetheless. it's a good day! i'm going to brace everyday with the greatest gratitude. oh ya. my parents keep on saying that they dun wanna work le. warnings! haas. but i guess it's really a ringing bell la. i'll jiayou de. anyways. i'm overdue. it's timei stepped out of that emo-wusiluanxiang cloud. FOCUS. keke. :)


a new goal. a new vision.

yea. i'm seriuosly going to create a miracle this month. come on guys. i'll take the challenge. if you are better than me. den fight me down. if not pls crawl back to where you are suppose to be.

ooppss. sounds a bit crude. but seriously. the mode now is so intense. it's kinda exciting to experience all this for the first time. my god. it's really a war going on. and it will create many rising stars and i will be the one that is leading the market. if ms jessie ms jasmine can do it. me oso can do it. yesh.

well in fact this few days werent that good for me. as in school. well. it's kinda saddening la. ha. but i'll be strong and face it. if this is wad i have to go thru to get what i want. i will. i dun care how others look at me. because that aint as important as my aim in life. i would like to correct wad you said. seriously i hv alr taken responsibility in my life and that's the reason why i chose this path. dun use your arrogance to talk to me as thou i m the ordinary someone everywhere. close up your gap and cont wad you are suppose to do. i'll handle my own life and your help is not required. thank you.

come on guys. in life we will need to create a legacy. a profile. a miracle. a talking point. i'm going for all this now. well, the challenges ahead is exciting and i'm all ready to face it. if you hv the guts to challenge me. come on. i'll be all ready to eliminate the unnecessary things in my life now. mark my words. yanru will be the next shining star. brunos. you can still cont to watch the sun rise and sun set everyday. while me. living a legacy of my own. ha.

faith is to believe what you have not seen. and the rewards is to see what you believe. and i'm going to prove this point. :D


whoosy whoosy. hehe. i predicted my days ahead lo. LONG AND AGONISING.

i'm serious. ha. cos it's kinda tumbling down and everything. with ASSIGNMENTS and EXAMS coming up. kinda scary. hoo hoo. ha. but i'm a STRONG girl. i CAN do this! haha. seriously i feel i do possess some kinda tigeress power? haha. cos i do look like one when i dun smile? lol. actually i'm changing lo. hehe. i guess i look more friendly now right? haha.

anyways. nothing much to say. probably throw some frustrations that i have in school. ha. basically school just a waste of time. thou i love studying for knowledge. but seriously this is not the right timing. but anyways. i'll just mug it though. argh. it's really SUFFERING.

booboo. neopets any one?

ha. when you are bored and stressed. neopets therapy can helps. lol. :)